Tonight, August 24, 2013

Where do I go from this night?

As I am staring at this empty sheet of paper (or doc.), I also think about the past ten months of my life, my life as a Rainbow girl, my life as the Worthy Advisor or LHA.

A lot has been going on my mind these past few days. I really don’t know what will happen next. I must admit that I am terrified and at the same time excited. UGH! (Yung feeling na you want to say more, but you just can’t put the words together? YUN YON!)

Indeed many has changed. Tomorrow evening will mark the end of my term as the Worthy Advisor of La Hermosa Assembly 28.

Haaaaa, Tapos na! I feel so blessed! Amazing! God really makes marvels in our lives, in my life. Grabe, gusto kong magsulat ng mapakahabang blog. But I cannot put all the words together. I mean, there comes a time that you just can’t express the joy that you are feeling inside. And all you can just say is WOW! But sabi nga nila, out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. Here it goes…

When I decided to join rainbow, I wasn’t expecting anything. As in, wala lang, join ako kase, anak ng mga masons, tapos for socialization, tapos just to meet new friends. I did not think that is it something life changing, until I was appointed Worthy Advisor of the pioneering batch. Pressured! So ayon, I thought I should really take this seriously, since my dad is also a Mason, he was the master in the year 2000. So double pressure, because people are expecting a lot from me. Being the WA, mahirap sya, lalo na’t ndi pa kame magkakilala, all of us, tapos 38 kameng girls. Working with different people, with different personalities is really not easy, but I find it interesting. Kase you get to work with other people with different perspectives, iba ung views nila sa mga bagay-bagay. Decision making is not easy, lalo na not for your own self lang, kasama na rin ung buong assembly. Tapos lahat kame bago, at di ko talaga alam papano simula. Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko, dapat wag akong mahiya. I have to make this count. So ayon, wala na akong hiya. HAHA! Super. -___- (To the point na nagpavideo ako magisa habang sumasayaw for them to be able to practice the dance at home.)

 At first nagkakahiyaan pa, but then as time goes by, medyo nawawala na. Slowly, all of our walls were let down and we began to create strong bonds. I wasn’t expecting this at all. I wasn’t expecting it to be this way. Sobrang laki lang ng impact ng Rainbow sakin. Or sobrang laki lang ng impact ng mga RAINBOW GIRLS saakin. Haha! I just love them so much! Too much!

Ten months of knowing them, sobrang attached na ako sakanila. Lalo na sa pioneer batch, because they were with my from the start. I can just imagine from our institution, to our activities, projects, first ever fund raising event, tapos first ever charity event, first ever LHA overnight, first Christmas as a RG, caroling, tapos .. ahhh! There are so many firsts, any having witness everything is so priceless to me. I’m in awe of how God works in our lives. WOOOH!  Ang saya lang ng term na to, I can really say na iba talaga ang samahan namin.

LA HERMOSA ASSEMBLY INSTITUTION
Nov. 4, 2012

Pioneer Hope, Faith, WA, WAA, Charity

Exemplification and initiation of batch 1! 

One of the best hugs! 

Trisha's first BALOT experience! 

To all my sisters, I want you to know, that I will always, always, always be here for all of you no matter what! And even if I’m not the WA anymore, I will always be willing and ready to serve you. I will never get tired of loving you all. HAAA. It’s just amazing how people can make a difference in your life. I’m just so amazed by how God put people in your life perfectly.

AHHHH!!! Things will definitely change after this night, but one thing I am sure of is that, I will make sure it’s for the better!

Adios!