I don’t really know where to start. -____- I’ve been a complete mess! The only thing that
is holding me into place now is God, and his mercies on me.
I don’t know what’s going on in my brain, and I don’t know
why all these things are happening. I want my old life back! I would do
anything for it to be the same again.
It’s when you feel UNWANTED. Masakit. It’s when you
feel that people are forced to live with you. -___-
It’s when your own family doesn’t even see the effort
you put up just to make things right.
It’s when your 18 and you can’t even go out of the
house when you want to.
It’s when EVERY SINGLE MOVE YOU MAKE IS WRONG!
That’s when everything falls apart.
APRIL. I hope it gets better each day. I pray that
this adjustment period won’t last long. I just so down right now. And I can’t
even go out to meet with my friends. -_______- I can’t really understand why he’s
trying to put me into this cell. I’m not used to this life. I just hope he
understands. -_______- I love him. I just don’t understand.
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