mar`jo`rie: It's Always Better with You

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I just want to share with the world the happiness and joy that I am feeling right now. I know medyo mababaw to. Pero I really didn’t think that it is possible to feel this way. Well, most of you might not understand kase, medyo mahabang storya na kung bakit kame nagging ganito kaclose.

It’s just so amazing to find a friend who will always be there for you. (Proven and tested!) Yung tipong kaibigan na hinding hindi ka bibigoin. AHHH. A friend who will always remind you of how amazing you are, and how blessed your life is. Someone who will always tell you to appreciate life and to love yourself more and you slowly appreciate the little things in life that you don’t usually appreciate before. Amazing how a person can make a huge impact in your life.

Grabe lang talaga. I can’t believe that this is possible. I can’t believe that it’s possible to love a friend this way, yung genuine love. Yung ah! Di ko maexplain. I’m just so thankful to God for giving me this kind of friendship, and for letting me experience everything that I am experiencing now.

I am so so so happy, and I want to share this everybody, after ten days of not seeing each other, yesterday, I tried to surprise her. We planned to visit her in her house only to find out that she’s not home. :( SAAAAD. But that didn’t stop us. Hinabol namin sya sa bank. But then, di nea pa alam, ayon. It’s just a pure joy to see her after a looooong time. Pero, still she can’t go with us to Tumaga. So ayun, we talk for a little while and after that we had to leave. Ayon, BITIN. And I was just so sad the entire afternoon. I just can’t hide it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy kase, I saw her. Pero ayon nga, I did not expect it to be that short. AGHRR! But then, ok lang, seeing her happy naman din ako. Maraming ngyare that afternoon, when I got home, I was so tired. Ayon, the usual, merienda with the dads and moms here sa bahay. Then sa gabi, I had a chat with her, telling her that I miss the outside world, and how we used to be before this damn war. I told her na, I hope this war ends na and everything goes back to normal na. I got scared somehow because of certain things that I shall not mention here. Hehe. But ayon, she still made me feel better! Ang saya pag may ganito kang kaibigan.

And last night, I realized that she gave up a lot for me already. And that, everything you have today, is a result of your choice yesterday. She made me realize that this friendship that we have, is a choice, and is a result of the choices that we have made. And I agree naman. She chose to stay here last summer. And I, I chose to be with her all the way. And it is by far the best decision I have made!

And kaninang hapon, just as I was about to go insane, she texted me telling me how much she misses me daw. And to tell you honestly, it didn’t help. As in! It made me feel sadder. Kase, I miss her as much as she misses me, pero wala akong magawa kase I’m stuck at home. Yung tipong wala kang magawa para ma-suffice ung pagkamiss mo sknya. AH! As in super down na ako kanina. Only to find out that she was outside our house waiting for me. HAHA! At first, di pa ako naniwala, kase I know, di un papayagan lumabas. When I went to take a peek sa window, di ko pa naopen, I saw a silhouette of a red car, and right then and there, I knew it! Ndi pala sya nagjjoke, so I went out and got inside her car, tapos I cried the Pasig river. Hahahaha! Dala na din ng pagkamiss, and I wasn’t expecting it at all. Hahaaha. OA NA AKO! AHAHAA! Basta, I cried. Dala na din siguro ng emotions na na-accumulate the past few days. War, tapos house arrest, tapos boredom, tapos miss na miss ko na sya. Tapos.. HAA!! Grabe, my emotions just poured out kanina. My feels for her ba! SHEEEP. Ayon, dahil ndi pa ako naliligo, away kong yakapin nea ako. Haha! Pero she insisted e. So I hugged her back! HAHAHA! After that, syempre naligo ako! And we enjoyed the rest of the afternoon together. AHHHH. Best feels ever. After days, fianlly, nagchikahan lang kame and kumain. HAAAA. And nilaro si Gavin. ANG SAYAAA! Na revived and dying heart ko. Amazing!

And to you Regine, thank you for making me appreciate life more. Thank you for giving me the chance to know you. Thank you for every choice you've made for us to reach this far. Thank you so much for everything! I’m so blessed to have you as a sister/friend. Basta, ung mga sinbi ko sayo last night. Hold on to that ha! You’ll always have me. And I will never ever leave you. Minsan lang ako makakahanap ng ganitong klaseng kaibigan, and I will never ever ruin this! Lovelove! I love you so so so much!

Here’s to more happy moments with you!