I just need to
let this out.
These past six days
was the most, ugh. I can’t find the right term for this, these past seven days is
a nightmare. Here in Zamboanga, while the world is busy with their regular
routines, people here are suffering, people are in threat, and people are
living in fear.
I just can’t think of anything straight anymore. To tell you honestly, this is my first time in a long time to stay home for 6 days STRAIGHT! Watching the news and checking on facebook and twitter isn’t just helping me in me psychologically. This is unhealthy. Seeing and hearing people suffering out there, in the evacuation centers and people being held as hostages and civilians, military and police dying, and knowing I cannot do anything kills me. The first day, I thought that this won’t last long. I said to myself, 1-2 days this’ll be over. And now we are approaching day seven, it really breaks my heart. A lot of people are suffering; I want to ask God why.
But on second thought, I was reminded by one verse in the bible that says
Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I
have for you,” declares the Lord,
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a
future.
I hold on to this
verse with the hope of a better tomorrow for us Zamboanguenos.
Tonight, I just
want to thank someone for keeping me sane the entire week. Even though we are
not together, and we never got the chance to see each other this week, I want
to thank you for always being there for me! I just can’t imagine life without
you anymore. NAA! Words are not enough to express how much I am thankful to God that He has given me a friend like you! HAA! Basta, don't ever go away ha? Don't get tired of me ha? Na na na! To infinity, Babylove!
Too much drama. I so so love you, baby love.
Too much drama. I so so love you, baby love.
Ciao!





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