I just want us to be okay. I'm so sorry for what I've said. I admit, a part of it was meant. But... But I don't mean most of them. Right now I'm on the phone with you but I just cant release the words from my mouth. :( It's so hard. This day should be fun. I'm so sorry I ruined it. Gaaahd. I did not mean to hurt you in any way. And to tell you the truth on our last round of that game, I was in the verge of crying, and my heart was beating so fast. I was just so sad that you wanted to give up on something you've worked for for years now. I can't let you give up. Ndi pwede. :( I was so upset, I was able to spill out my feels. Ugh, I just don't want you to think na ndi mo kaya! Kase I know that you can. And you just need a little push. Ayaw kong gumive up ka.
AND NO! I am not disappointed in you. So dont you ever think that you are disappointing me. In fact, I am so proud of you pa nga e! I believe in you and I am here for you come hell or high water. Remember that! Nothing will ever ever ever ever change my feels for you! I will stand by you no matter what. So kalimutan mo na ung sinbi kong may mawawala kung ndi mo yan gagawin. UGHHH! I want to say this to you now(on the phone), but I cant. So I'm writing it here. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I AM SO SORRY :( I just feel so awful I mad you sad. :( This should be a happy night. :(
Love love na us ha?!?!
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