Day - to - day Blog 4

ha! didn't get the chance to do my blog these past few days. busy kase e. :) owell anyways, I 've got tons of things to blogand lemme start with...

Mr. Louie Siose. He is my gay friend. We were on on way to eat dinner, e yon. he is like so maarte at ayaw kumaen sa Mcdo. soooooo, we walk all the way to the mall to eat sa jollibee. tapos, on our way there, ang kanyang slippers ay nasira! -.- ohmen! tapos ang damin tao. He said babalik daw sya sa school or somewhere to get/buy slippers :))) HAHA! sabi namen WAG na syang bumalik sa school ahaha.. ok. and then here is the NAKAKAHYANG part. nasa entrance na kame ng mall at ayaw niyang pumasok. We have to literally pull him towards the entrance. hmm!stressful tong si louie. hilain ba naman tapos di magpahila. ang biagt2x kea nea. :))))) soo, xandy our friend said sa kabilang door nlg dumaan since its easier to pass there "FOR LOUIE".:))) ok.pagdating nmen sa loob ng mall, we like entered the grocery and looked for slippers for lulu. tapos, we end up like being his sales lady. @.@ anubanamanyan!!! ang tagal pa tlg mag pick ng slippers kase MALAK an kanyang paa. -.- gosh. natuwa tlga ako that night. after that sa wakas nakapili na sya! then counter na. -.- woooh! and finally nakakain na kame ng dinner. :)))))

*realization : kung di si lulu naginarte at sa mcdo nalang kame kumain, e ndi sana ngyare un. HAHAHAHA. ang arte nmn kase ni louie! :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ok. Im running out of time I have to take go to school pa. -.-

later nalang ang iba ko pang ibblog!

ciao!

Not everybody will try to understand you

November 22 2011

happy birthday to me! im 17 now, im going to get my license tomorrow I guess. or on friday! WEE!

anyways, this day was like any other day. Just another ordinary day, nothing special. I did my daily routine and went home after that.

Anyways, this week is really stressful. and I realized, that, PEOPLE will never ever understand you. they won't even bother looking at your point of view. They'll judge you without even thinking. all they care is what they SAW, what the THINK is right. THINK? (if they are thinking) Peace. harsh I know but, its really like that. Admit it you guys, We all are like that. We see people happy and we talk about them, we see sad people and still talk about them, we see people who does not care, and we still talk about them. Ever notice why many people have bad reputation? and stuffs. It's because they don't care. They do whatever makes them happy. Why can't I do that?! Because im scared of what people might think. WHY?! Is it because I care about my reputation? or what?! WHY?! hay. Im just sick and tired of listening to people who doesn't even understand me. who doesn't even take time to analyze the case before saying stuffs that they dont even understand. I'm just so damn tired. Puede ba kahit minsan lang maging masaya ako? Puede ba yon? Puede ba?!?! Hindi ung nagsasalita lang kayo without even thinking about what you're saying -.-''

HAYA. basta ako. MAGSASAYA AKO!

God Bless me! :) Thanks

CIAO! ***:

Day - to - day Blog 3

November 18 2011

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That feeling when you want to be happy again. Ya know that qoute that goes "Your happiness depends on you own self." yun yon e. -.- I just don't want to feel the pain. I want to be busy, I want to be happy, meet new friends and do stuffs I like, looking at old photos and posts, makes me wanna cry, sabi ko sa sarili ko. "Sayang tlga." But instead of thinking about it, nililihis ko nlang ang pagiisip ko sa ibang bagay, like looking at the brighter side of life. Meh darating ring tao na d ka babalewalain at mamahalin ka ng tunay, yung ndi ka pagsasawaan, at ung tapat sayo. *charrr..

Anyways, moving on towards the better things in life. Today, I met new friends. acutally not new nmn.. kase ung iba friends ko na. but not really talking to them that much, meh isa nmn na naging super close ko kaagad. FC ba ito. :) anyways, kaninang afternoon was like really fun, una sa consejo. Chika with dickson, and ahya tyron, and many more. like sila keesh, and luluboy, :)) ahaha.. then we went to CHONG HUA, the school I love. dahil intrams. Ok, so medyo fun na din yon. after that. same old same old, Go to church tapos practice til 8:30. then uwi. REALLY BORING, tomorrow nmn meh NSTP na. kakapagod na.. anyways. im happy today, =)) teehee!

gotta go, sago! :)

Ciao!

Day - to - day Blog 2

November 17

hah. good morning, not a good morning actually. Why cant I get atleast 8 or 9 hours of sleep?

haaaaay! I'm doing my best to sleep early here but I also wake up early. -.- whatman! sige matutulog ako ng 9pm, tapos magigcng ako ng 4am!?! damet! 7hrs?! It's not enough. NO NO NO NO! hay nako.. nakakainis na ha. -.- This is always happening to me, as in. ALWAYS. 7hours of sleep lng tlg sanay ang body ko. -.- khit 8hrs lng masaya na ako. hmmh!

But anyways, moving on towards the better things in life, maaga ako nagcng at nakapagblog pa ako. :)) Today 7am ang class ko, kase meh PE pa eh. So yeeahh .. P.E Ang napakaimportanteng subject EVER! Physical Education. tenen! So this sem magbballroom kame, NOOOOOO... ayan so not cool. but anyways, I have no choice but to deal with it.

tinatamad na ako. I was about to post some pictures sa Limpiesa kahapon pero wala pala sakin ang picture. OKAY. sige next time!

Btw, I just wanna say, ang harsh ng ginagawa nila keh gloria. as in Dating Pangulo ng pilipinas, GLORIA MACAPAL ARROYO. :) Is it payback time already, cause I think its soooo NOT proper. And why do they stress out on this matter, while in fact there are things that needs more attention than this. e kung yung kahirapan muna kaya ng pilipinas ang unahin nla? gosh! El brain ya kay! -.- Wala lang I just wanna rant about this issue. puro yan nmn ang laman ng mga balita ngayon e. at yung RAMGEN Murder. Maybe they are just focusing on this para nmn malihis ang attention ng people. HMMH PNOY, Not good ha! Very very bad. -.- And justice secretary leila De lima. Release them na, give the person a chance to get well. We all know that doctors here are lousy. HAHA! kidding, doctors abroad are good and they have the right facilities. Am I right? kawawa nmn kase si gloria e. So please please, let them go. And oh YEA, Isa pa tong mga Media, puro yan nalang ang bukang bibig nila. nakakainis na ha. Over.

anyways, I have to bounce now -.-

ciao bell.

Day - to - day Blog 1

Halo! good morning!

Today is, November 16 2011.
30+ days before Christmas. not so excited know i'll e celebrating it ALONE again. not exactly alone. but somehow its like that. ;) But anyways, going towards the better things in life. Im going to make myself happy, AND. Cantata is fast approaching, we practice almosty EVERYDAY. -.- see how tiring is that. uh. everyday practice from 6pm to 8pm FOR NOW. but when decmeber comes, baka mga hanggang 11pm pa nga! :) owell that's okay, as long as we dont have quizes or test the following day, so yea.. today, 12pm pa ang class ko.. MANAGEMENT -.- oooooh. spoooky. HAHAHAHAHAHA! nahh just kidding we haven't met our prof yet. fingers crossed, hope ndi sya terror. Okay so wala kame Economics today also english. aun 12pm pa my class. Hopefully, our management teacher doesn't show up again para nmn relax na the whole day. #limpiesa pa pala later. its the LOYALTY DAY. DAW. So we have to clean up the whole school cause the PPO workers can't do the job alone. they NEED the students to help so yon. LOYALTY DAY. hahahah.. 1-3pm called off ang classes and we start cleaning. SAYANG kase, 3-4:30pm meh history class kame! Sheeeeez! -.- so sad pero sana our teacher doesn't show up ren. :) fingerscrossed!!!


anyways I have to go eat my lunch before my sundo arrives. :)

ciao! :**

Volunteer.

Okay. So just yesterday I volunteered to be the part of El consejo's tough30 volunteers.

Why did I do that? First reason is, I want an additional grade in chemistry, since I didn't pay much attention in this subject when I was in high school. haha! So I thought im going to need the extra point. My second reason is, I need to do something. I want to keep myself super busy. Para naman di ako laging nagiisip about him. Now, may CANTATA Practice and tough30 volunteer pa, and studies. :) YAY ME! Soo, all I have to do is go to the office when I'm bored or kapag walang pasok. db?! This events in school are really helping me alot, PLUS! I'm knowing alot of people pa! Well sa ngyon not to many, of course ganyan nmn sa simula e. But im sure it'll be alright. So tomorrow, meh LIMPIESA kame. then the following days to come, prepare na for Ateneo Fiesta! GO GO GO! ayan that's all for today,


CIAO! ;*

Im a Christian

When I say that 'I am a Christian', I am not shouting that 'I am clean living.
I'm whispering 'I was lost, but now I'm found and forgiven.'

When I say 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on.

When I say 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

When I say 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

When I say 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

When I say 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow!

sometimes people misinterpret my actions, its okay.

Im a christian, im weak, I stumble, fall, a sinner, failure, and many others.

and that's why I need God to mold me. And direct me to the right path.

and even if I don't know His ways, even if I dont understand His ways.

even if I sometimes or if not ALL THE TIME I disobey Him, He never fails to pick me up.

He said in the bible "for I have plans to prosper you and not to harm you."

He said "I will never forsake you nor leave you"

When everything falls apart, Who else it there for you. God right?

You just have to lean on Him, trust Him when you can't understand.

Life is FAIR?

Why did I say that? Many people would say that LIFE is unfair.

Because of some circumstances like LOVE, happiness, relationships, school, family, friends, whatever. And I cant blame them, even I myself thought that life is unfair, but I noticed just this past few days, when something happened to me. And it made me super sad, it broke heart. And at the same time, it made me think of this phrase "LIFE IS UNFAIR".

We didn't deserve God's love, Grace and anything. We didn't deserve any of those. God died in at the cross for us, but we didn't deserve that, right? Don't you think that's unfair for Jesus? and despite of Him dying for us, here we are blaming God for the miserable things that is/are happening to us.

I've been through a lot this week. I realize that when you give your love to someone you really really love, does that mean you have to get the same percentage of love as what you gave? huh? I don't think so, because once you love someone, you don't have to ask for anything in return. right? but dont you think its kind of unfair?

What about God? Is God fair?

Nothing in this world is perfect. That struct me the most.

And I think God is fair.

See, nothing is perfect.

no such thing as perfect family, perfect lovers, perfect person, etc.

Me and my boy friend, are really really ok.

His mom and dad and the whole family is very welcoming, we became kind of close already.

And my mom and him is pretty OK already, well he didn't get the chance to meet my dad yet. but my dad is pretty okay with my relationship with him. Our friends was really really very supportive. and all thought was it was perfect, but something happened, these past few days, we are not okay. and we are not happy anymore. He is not happy anymore, so its kind of "MALABO NA". and I dont know what to do anymore. I loved him so much. but, as you can see nothing is perfect. and I thought its fair. God is fain, but life is not? does that make sense? huh -- ciao!