Hi, its me again. It's the 2nd month of the year already. it's been so crazy lately. And I haven't been blogging because I'm literally enjoying this past few months, and usually I blog when i'm sad, or lonely, or if I feel like I need to write down everything I feel. So now it's the 19th of the second month of the year, and I feel so devastated. I don't know if I just think I am. or I really feel it, but to me, making a mistake over and over and over again made me realize that i'm really stupid. REALLY. I've been doing a lot of things lately, and to be honest I'm really very tired. thing is, even though I've been doing stuffs lately, I am still NOT PRODUCTIVE. Though, I got something this year! It's my driver's license! wooot woot! :)))) I finally got one! :)) oooooh yea! So yeah. This is my accomplishment for this month, that's all.
Going back to the reason why I'm writing this blog now. I've been doing thing impulsively lately. I decide quickly, and later on realize that I made the wrong choice. Now I'm facing the consequence. That moment when you decided to trust one person and then instantly the break it down. Like crumpling a perfectly straightened paper. It sucks man! I like to get mad at the person. I want to. but re-thinking things... I figured it was all my fault after all. If I wasn't just so stupid enough to trust that person instantly I wouldn't be facing any consequences now. -.- I want to be BITTER, and MAD. But I just can't, as they say, "God removes a person from your life for a reason, think about that before you come running after them". That's right, but a piece of me says I should get mad! This man comes into your life like a lightning bolt and leaves like the rain leaves after it pours. Crap Sh.t -.- yea.. but like I said, it was also my fault. Why did I let this man get through my walls without giving it a proper check up. hmm! Maybe I was too lonely that time that I didn't know what to do. Or maybe he gave me tons of reasons why I should consider him in my life. We were happy back then. Until... Yeah. Crazy things happened. And the end, doing what should be done in the first place is the best thing to solve this problem. It ended. For me, this is another LESSON LEARNED: Never Ever Give you trust to anybody who asks for it. UNLESS, you think they deserve it. but still NEVER. ;))) Choosing the wrong choice and facing the consequence can never be easy. but that's the only way we can learn the best lessons in life. In the long run, I'll look back on the things that had happen and say to myself, If it weren't for these problems, I wont be where I am today.
Going back to the reason why I'm writing this blog now. I've been doing thing impulsively lately. I decide quickly, and later on realize that I made the wrong choice. Now I'm facing the consequence. That moment when you decided to trust one person and then instantly the break it down. Like crumpling a perfectly straightened paper. It sucks man! I like to get mad at the person. I want to. but re-thinking things... I figured it was all my fault after all. If I wasn't just so stupid enough to trust that person instantly I wouldn't be facing any consequences now. -.- I want to be BITTER, and MAD. But I just can't, as they say, "God removes a person from your life for a reason, think about that before you come running after them". That's right, but a piece of me says I should get mad! This man comes into your life like a lightning bolt and leaves like the rain leaves after it pours. Crap Sh.t -.- yea.. but like I said, it was also my fault. Why did I let this man get through my walls without giving it a proper check up. hmm! Maybe I was too lonely that time that I didn't know what to do. Or maybe he gave me tons of reasons why I should consider him in my life. We were happy back then. Until... Yeah. Crazy things happened. And the end, doing what should be done in the first place is the best thing to solve this problem. It ended. For me, this is another LESSON LEARNED: Never Ever Give you trust to anybody who asks for it. UNLESS, you think they deserve it. but still NEVER. ;))) Choosing the wrong choice and facing the consequence can never be easy. but that's the only way we can learn the best lessons in life. In the long run, I'll look back on the things that had happen and say to myself, If it weren't for these problems, I wont be where I am today.
*ciao!
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