Diverting all my energy

        Ever get the feeling wherein you focus too much of your attention to something that is totally "toxicating"(if there is such word as that) your brain and body? It's that time where you just keep on entertaining things that are not necessary, you keep on feeding your thoughts with things that are not useful. And then, you just disregard things that should be done. Things that are important. 

       Lately, I've been focusing more on things that are not important, accomplishing things that aren't important. Wasting my time on stuffs that doesn't really need my attention. Lately, I realized that i'm wasting my energy on things that are not really satisfying in the end. ALSO, It doesn't glorify God. :( awwwww.. These past few days I have been so so so tired, and I realized that, i'm still not productive in any ways. -_- this sucks, but yes, An Idle. I feel like I've been doing things, ALOT of things. But then, I realized that these things are just not worth it. 

      uhhhh. it's been so crazy these days. There are tons and tons of things that are going in my mind right now. I just can't think straight. and I feel that diverting my energy from here to ____ will really help me. :) Focusing more on that goal. And fixing broken things. Fixing a broken soul. As what i've said. My life is under construction. I know my God has plans. Plans to prosper me, and not to harm me. All I need is to trust him fully. And just lean on Him. ALL THE TIME. 

Diverting all my energy from here to a better position.

#ciao!