December 16 2011
Woa, the year is about to the na pala...
Its amazing how time flies when you are enjoying. I mean for me, this year is a blast.
I learned alot of things.
This year, alot of things happened. I stumble and fall, rise up and stand tall, I laugh I cried. but one thing I know for sure is I will never forget this year. I will never ever forget what happened and what went wrong. -.- I know I will be happy but for now, I'll be strong. Maybe God has different plans for me. BETTER PLANS.
Well these are some happenings that will never be forgotten.
The Graduation March. just last MARCH.
I was happy that time and I had wilbur by my side.
I was happy because finally, the long hard work is over and now a new begging is about to unfold. COLLEGE. another years of HARDWORK.
The SUMMER 2011.
Tons of PAIN, and TONS of love.
Many paaainful and REALLY HAPPY memories.
March 29 2011 - PAIN. parang sinuntok ka sa tyan. SOBRANG SAKIT.
April 1 2011 - One hell of a day, The pain didnt totally go away, but it eased the pain I felt that time. But now, Im not sure if what happened that day was even a blessing or whatever. ><
May 15 2011. Sweetest day. We are officially in a relationship. HAPPY. Really happy.
- summer 2011.
Later this year. NOVEMBER.
Saddest month of the year EVER. and to think that its my birth month.
SADDDDDD. ><
November 1 2011 - He said he's not happy anymore. -.-
I fell down. I didnt know what to do. I will never forget that day, that night when I cried tons and tons of tears. That night, as much as i want to get over it. It'll never be erase, maybe one day, I'll read this blog again and i'll still say, im never going to forget the feeling I felt that day.Ill never forget how it felt like that night. and the following nights.. I was so DAMAGED. BROKEN.
November 22 2011 - Saddest birthday EVER. I had a normal day. did the usual stuffs. And he wasnt there at all. Not a shadow of him I saw that day. -.- It really hurts. :((
November 24 2011 - His birthday, I bought a cake and dropped it in their house. I saw him, He wanted to hug me but I refused. I didn't want to spend one more second in there because I know that any moment I will really cry. So a left right away. And we were suppose to have dinner that night. but he chose to play computer games. -.- He invted me but he eventually cut the plan. but, his mom invited me to have dinner with them, and so I came, we had a long talk, an emotional one inside car, and what we talks about that night is another thing that will never ever be forgotten.
PAINNNNN > <
and the rest was history..
DECEMBER 1 2011 - Official break up date.
I didnt really feel that bad that day because I carried that burden the whole month of November up till NOW.
I just got used to the pain. and now. it has been 16 days since we broke up. -.- Im so damage.
and I just don't know how to be happy in times like this, but somehow i'll try to be happy. I'll be happy someday. I know I will.
Now, Im trying to be strong, Im trying to be happy.
I should be happy, There's always a rainbow after the rain, right?
there's always a rising sun after a long dark night.
There will always be happiness after sorrows and pains.
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