HOLLA! marjj here. i'm going to write something about what I feel these day, what I think and what goes in and out of my mind. :) it's been awhile since I wrote a blog in here. So here it goes.
So these days for me are like super duper emotional. Sometimes, I just can't help but cry. that feeling when someone you love takes you for granted. It hurts, but the thing is, he does not realize it. He thinks its OK. eerr.. maybe he got used to it. Me being so patient, I don't say much, I forget easily, I don't get mad to long. Maybe he thought it was all fine. But for me, its not. im hurting. @@ I just don't show it.
Next, my friends. COLLEGE IS CRAZY. I dont usually mingle with my block mates. I'm friends with them but It's really hard to make new friends especially when your not in the mood, I mean when your not in comfort zone, I think i'm scared. @@ I feel like im not wanted in a group. I don't know what wrong with me. Lately, I realize that i'v not been making alot of friends in college. @@
In short, somethings really wrong with me, emotionally, mentally?, spiritually. I don't know. I really don't know. I feel really sad. I hope this won't last long. and hope everything'll be alright.
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