Happy new year, its the tenth day of the year bebe. Having fun so far. :) Bye 2011. Thanks for the lessons you taught me. Hello 2012, I promise to be better this year. Please be good to me. okay? This year, On my list :
1. Healthy living. No FRENCHFRIES. No alcohol. Go to the gym or workout at home. as much as possible SLEEP EARLY. Reduce eyebags. Less soft drinks. Less sweets. Start swimming again. Just BE HEALTHY.
2. Study HARDER. I'm not in high school anymore. I should take this seriously if I want to have a brighter future. -.- Never take assignments for granted. Do projects. And I cant believe im saying this but, I have to do advance reading. :)))) bsta, DONT BE LAZY.
3. Be back on track with my God. (: He knows it all. not much things to say.
4. BE HAPPY. Be in love. Be the girl who turns his world up side down. just BE HAPPY.
There, my list for 2012. :) and now, I just have to say THIS. . . . .
I really don't know where to start, Me and wilbur broke up just last December. -.- Is it proper to date another guy this early? UH! I'm so confused. I just dont feel the pain anymore. And though the memories comes flashing by. It's like. Its okay with me already. Im fine, and I dont usually think about him constantly anymore. Am I already MOVED ON? Why so fast? Is it because in having too much fun now. Is it because, im happy with someone else now? Or maybe it wasn't love. What we had wasn't really love. I think what happened to us was like, we just lifted up to the expectations of others and didn't care about what we really felt. Im not sure. -.- But, I have no regrets. I know in my heart that what I showed during those 6 months was real. -.- and now, I think I should just, Let it go. And give myself the chance to heal and be happy again.
A new beginning with someone better, someone who'll never take me for granted, someone who'll truly love me. And this I'll make sure it'll be better. Not the BEST, but I promise it'll be better.
01.10.12
